and after all we're all we've got
10 February 2008 @ 08:45 pm
so check it out

ive had this journal for about 2 years..
its about that time to change

[info]awkwardmumbles add me if you wish
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
15 December 2007 @ 01:39 am
sometimes i get really sad
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
15 November 2007 @ 09:29 am
What time are you starting this? 9.30
Name? monique
Nicknames? mo mo, moo moo, niquee, nene, lesbo
Date of birth? 10/22/89
Sex? feeeeeeemale
Height? im gonna go with 5'5 and a HALF
Eye color? brown
Where were you born? elizabeth
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 18
Pets? 2 cats, a pup (named sheba)
Hair color? brown
Piercings? just my ears
State you live in? new jersey
Favorite foods? mac and cheese, penne vodka, sushi
Ever been to Africa? hahahah why would i ever
Love someone so much it made you cry?yes
Been in a car accident? i got hit by a car!
Croutons or bacon bits? croutons
Favorite day of the week? friday
Favorite resturant? umm APPLEBEES?? OLIVE GARDEN?? lol idk
Favorite flower? i dont even like flowers
Favorite sport to watch? soccer
Favorite drink? ..montgoris guava-cran!
Favorite ice cream flavor? vanilllla soft serve
Warner Bros. or Disney? disney no contest whattt
Favorite fast food restuarant? MC DONALDSSS
Carpet color in your bedroom? umm i dont have one
How many times did you fail your driver's test? well i failed the actual test one the written i barely passed
Whom did you get your last email from? idk some st johns shit
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? urban outfitters
What do you do most often when you are bored? sleep, spoon, tv, eat
Most annoying thing to say to me? i dunno
Bedtime? haha like 3 am on a good day...
Favorite TV show? gossip girl, antm, project runway, fosters home for imaginary friends,
Last person you went out to dinner with? family dinner last night (laura, brianna and paola)
Been out of country? yes to like jamaica the caymen islands.... on a cruise
Ford or Chevy? acura?
What are you listening to right now? some movie with tom cruise
Have you ever failed a grade? no
If you have, what grade did you fail? ^
Do you have a crush on someone? yes
Do you have a bf/gf? no
If so, what is their name? ^
How long have you been together? ^
What are you wearing right now? ae t shirt and pjam shorts
Would you have sex before marriage? yes
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? mr cohen!
Are you a virgin? no
Are you ghetto? the exact opposite
Are you a player? uh yes
What are your favorite colors? green
What is your favorite animal? LEMURS and seals and red pandas
Do you have any birthmarks? on my elbow
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? uhh yes
Who do you talk to most on the phone? my mom who calls me like 5 times a day
Have you ever been slapped? yes
Do you get online a lot? yeah
Are you shy or outgoing? both
Do you shower? yes
Do you hate school? no
Do you have a social life? yes
How easily do you trust people? not very easily
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? maybe
Would you ever sky dive? no
Do you like to dance? not really
Have you ever been out of state? yes
Do you like to travel? yes
Have you ever been expelled from school? no
Have you ever been suspended from school? no
Do you want to get out of your hometown? i miss it actually
Are you spoiled? yes
Are you a brat? occasionally
Have you ever been dumped? yes
Have you ever gotten high? yes
Do you like snapple? mango
Do you drink a lot of water? no i dont like it very much
What toothpaste do you use? crest
Do you have a cell phone? enV
Do you have a curfew? nooo
Who do you look up to? people taller than me :)
Are you a role model? ....i think i am to some ... someone wrote in my honesty box "i hope i can be as cool as you when i get older" awww
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? six flags
What name brand do you wear the most? ae i guess
What kind of jewelry do you wear? i only wear the bracelet i got from jackson and my necklace from my grandparents every day i dont usually bother with jewelry
Do you like takin pictures? yeas
Do you like gettin your picture taken? yes
Do you get annoyed easily? very
Do you have your own phone or phone line? cell
Do you have your own pool? no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxers
Do you have any siblings? 4 brothers
Have you ever been played? yes man wtf
Have you ever played anyone? i guess maybe
Do you get along with your parents? yes
How do you vent your anger? i usually bitch a lot
Have you ever ran away? no
Have you ever been fired from a job? no
Do you even have a job? not right now
Do you daydream a lot? all the time
Do you have a lot of ex's? not a whole lot no
Do you run your mouth? that sounds so black... no
Tattoos? i want one so bad im gonna get it this weekend
Have you ever been bitched out? yeah by black people
Are you rude? yes
What was the last compliment you recieved? "you look pretty without makeup" o thanks paola
Do you like getting dirty? no
Are you flexible? a little
What is your heritage? jamaican irish italian czechoslovakian lithuanian
What is your lucky number? 5 and 22?
What does your hair look like right now? poofy and dry but it smells gooood
Could you ever be a vegetarian? umm apparently not
Describe your looks? well i have dry poofy hair light brownish skin big brown eyes a nice nose if i do say so myself.. im not fat but im not skinny..
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? chocolate
Would you ever date someone younger than you? yes
Would you ever date someone older than you? yess
When was the last time you were drunk? ummmm friday night ...and tonight
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends whose calling
Have you ever been skinny dipping? no
If yes, when was the last time? ^
When was the last time you went on a date? no one dates anymore do they...
Do you look more like your mother or father? well im black like my dad but people tell me taht i look like my mom
Do you cry a lot? i guess yes
Do you ever cry to get your way? basically
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? uh idk the same phrases i use in general.. "chocolate raiiiin"
Are you the romantic type? yes
Have you ever been chased by cops? yes
What do you like most about your body? its da face
What do you like least about your body? gut
When did you have your first crush? this kid named mark in pre-k
When was the last time you threw up? umm ... last wed
Do you prefer blondes or brunettes? brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly? no its fat
What about cleavage? no
Is your best friend a virgin? one of them is... mot of them arent
What theme does your room have? at school ...there is no theme
What size shoe do you wear? 9
How are you feeling right now? tired and anxious
When was the last time you were at a party? umm fri we had a mini get together but a legit party was like 2 weekends ago
Have you ever given a lapdance? prob
Have you ever recieved one? yes
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yeah
What is one of your bad qualilties? annoying
What is one of your good qualilties? im a good listener i like to listen to peoples problems and try to help them
Would you marry for money? no
What do you drive? integraaaa
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommmy :)
When was the last time you cried in school? i dont even remember
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? i would prefer not to
What kind of music do you like? ...the rocket summer
Would you ever bungee jump? no
What is your worst fear? dying or my mom dying
Would you ever join the army? no
If you were to die today, what would you do? well id want to get fucked up but id want to chill with everyone i love and .... id like to eat all of my favorite foods and do something illegal like.. HARDCORE ILLEGAL and do all the drugs i would want
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? BRB (HAQHAHHAA) or G2G .. that would be funny
Do you like to party? yeah
Hearts or broken hearts? hearts
Moons or stars? stars
Coke or pepsi? pepsi
Favorite scent? mm emiliyas perfume

Favorite band? the rocket summer

Would you ever dye your hair red? no

How many languages can you speak? 1 and i can barely speak that

What time are you finishing this? 10.40



oops
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
06 November 2007 @ 11:56 pm
IM JUST UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN.
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
15 May 2007 @ 12:42 am
oh...
hi journal
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
04 March 2007 @ 10:04 pm
Top 15 Songs starting with Y
mandy gave me a shit letter so im giving myself M

1. my name is trouble - nightmare of you
2. my name is jonas - weezer
3. my dad is rich - draco and the malfoys
4. my love - justin timberlake
5. moodrings - relient k
6. money in his hand - the early november
7. movie stars and super models - the rocket summer
8. modern romance - the yeah yeah yeahs
9. maybe - N.E.R.D
10. make it rain - fat joe ft lil wayne
11. milk - kings of leon
12. MFEO: made for each other - jacks mannequin
13. milano - sigur ros
14. musical ladders - adam green
15. my apartment - ben kweller
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
semester 1:
period 1: phys ed.
period 2: photo 1 (fisher)
period 3: personal finance WTF AGAIN (hanan)
period 4: journalism HN (mcgrane)
period 5: study hall
period 6: sociology HN (fradkin)
period 7: LUNCH son
period 8: latin 2 HN (mcmahon)
period 9: pre-calc... (mahtabfar)

semester 2:
period 1: phys ed.
period 2: business law WTFFFF (jackson)
period 3: photo 2 (fisher)
period 4: journalism HN (mcgrane)
period 5: psycology HN (N/A)
period 6: FREE son
period 7: LUNCH son
period 8: latin 2 HN (mcmahon)
period 9: pre-calc... (mahtabfar)


things i must change:
study hall
personal finance
business law....
maybe gym
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
08 May 2006 @ 07:54 pm
Dear friends,



I am asking for your help.



I have made a commitment to walk in this year’s AIDS Walk next month to support Ubuntu Education Fund. Ubuntu works in some of the poorest communities in South Africa – communities facing an HIV rate of over 32%. As you can imagine, this impacts everyone in those communities everyday – not least the children. Ubuntu reaches over 40,000 orphans and vulnerable children with health education, counseling and treatment access campaigns. Ubuntu is that community’s stand against AIDS.



I have always cared very deeply about this crisis, and I believe you do as well. Please join me in this campaign by supporting my AIDS Walk page.



http://aidswalknewyork2006.kintera.org/moniquemckenzie



It will only take 3 minutes. In return, you will get the satisfaction of having taken part in a true grassroots response to AIDS in Africa and my eternal gratitude (as well as a tax deduction).



I thank you for your support. If you have any questions about this effort, or would like to join me in the walk, just email me or contact Paul Newell at paul@ubuntufund.org or 646-827-1190. Ubuntu Education Fund’s website is www.ubuntufund.org.



Thank you,



Monique Mckenzie
 
 
and after all we're all we've got
22 January 2006 @ 01:57 pm
"It's your bed, so please choose a side."
"I’ll take the one closest to the door". and you start to speak. the words that try to justify do far more wrong then anything you do so grab the coat, the keys. the tension speaks but we're singing it. I'll tap the break while you crack the window. the smell of smoke is making my lungs explode. the 51 is backed up and too slow, let’s tune out by turning on the radio. And this town is dead. we’ve been caught in these sheets way too long. let’s just see who’s up on this screen. no one i know is more depressing then me
and tension speaks but we're singing it

or should i say the two of us cause after all we're all we’ve got

and tension speaks but we're singing it. and oh my love you’re all I need, backed behind a frequency. they played this song an hour ago. but let's tune out, lets tune out by turning on the radio. haven’t we heard this song about a thousand times before. oh well after awhile it all sounds the same. i guess its better then silence and better than shame.